My username is pitfighter1 because I'm a fan an respecter of the one and only Tank Abbott made famous by the Ultimate Fighting
Championships
on
3rd Feb 1999

My name is Josh Williams. I'm 20 years old, and live in Arroyo Grande,California with my parents. I work construction part time and I just got suspended from college because of bad grades. I have 26 units under my belt and hopefully I'll go back next fall. There's not much work in construction and I'm trying to figure out some way to make money without having to kiss people's asses or be a big fake. I worked at Thrifty's once and I always had to be fake and pretend that I was happy to see all the little kids eat there ice cream. Well I wasn't! I hated putting on that fake smile and pretending like I was just soooo happy to see the next person who walked up to the counter. Never again! I guess i'm kinda anti-social. Oh well people suck, that's why I decided to try construction. You don't have to deal with people and it's honest work for honest pay. I've been out of high school for two years now am going nowhere fast! I have absolutely no idea what direction my life is taking. Actually, I think it's just going down hill. But it's always darkest before dawn right? So I'm just hanging on right now for the pure amusement of seeing how my life turns out. Since anything I've ever dreamt of or wanted to do has never even come close to being realized I've sorta lost the willpower or desire try new things or make another attempt at possible failure. I don't have a girlfriend, (although I could pretty easily), or anything to keep me occupied so life is pretty boring these days. I think I'm just having an adjustment reaction. It's what the psychologist call it when you make the transition from the world that's in your head and of makebelieve into the real world. The one that kicks you in the ass! I've dreamt of being a million different things. I wanted to be a pro-bodybuilder at one time, then I was gonna be a Navy S.E.A.L. After that I wanted to be a psychologist, but then I actually went to one and realized that they really don't know what there doing and don't really help people at all. Anyways, my hobbies include working out, and listening to all different types of music. Some of my all time favorite bands whom I've seen in concert include Pennywise, Bad Religion, NoFX, Rancid, Unwritten Law, Blink182, Screw32, and Pivot. In high school I used to be all white power, but I've mellowed out since then. Now I'm just trying to get my life together. Trying to focus on me and not trying to solve the problems of the world. Anyway, enough of my ranting. That's all I can think of for now. Enjoy your visit and if you want to e-mail me about anything do it.